1. What was your Civic Semester experience? As a rising junior, how if at all has Civic Semester impacted your Tufts experience beyond your time in the program?
Absolutely positive! Just the idea that I’m writing about how awesome this program was already excites me. I’m not saying this in an exaggerated way: Tufts Civic Semester was a life-changing experience. I had very little idea about what civic action really entails until I gained hands-on experience in Peru where I had the amazing opportunity to work at a non-profit organization that provides physical therapy services and mental health counseling to disabled patients – an underrepresented and often disregarded group of individuals in the country. Beyond my time in the program, I always find myself engaging in rigorous self-reflection processes about civic action that have become an integral part of my life. As for my future career path, I am looking for opportunities that will allow me to engage in some level of civic work and social activism, likely international non-profit organizations.
2. How did the Civic Semester impact your Tufts education
so far? Do you see any impact on your academic path, extracurricular
involvements, peer group, or other areas of your life?
Definitely! Fun fact: I was seriously thinking of giving up learning Spanish after four years of studying this language in high school until I was selected as a participant of the Civic Semester program. I created so many meaningful moments in Peru and I would very much love to keep in touch with my friends there by perfecting my Spanish speaking skills. As a result, I have decided to pursue a minor in Spanish! Another fun fact: I think all my Spanish professors are quite familiar with my participation in the Tufts Civic Semester Peru program by now because of the frequency I write about this experience in analytical papers, short stories and poems. Although I plan to pursue a double major in International Relations and Sociology, I have seen myself adopting various aspects of Civic Studies in my interested research areas. Outside of classes, I have been involved with social impact groups in Beijing and New York, but I hope to return to the Tisch College and be more active there in the future!
3. What was it like coming back to campus for the spring
semester? What advice would you give to future Civic Semester students about
this adjustment?
I had a pretty smooth transition back to the campus. Along with the rest of the Peru cohort, we attended a lot of school activities and applied to a number of on-campus opportunities. It was not difficult making new friends in class because most of the time your fellow classmates didn’t really know each other either 🙂 Clubs are also a great way to get to know new people. Based on my own experience, I would say that actively pursuing an abundance of opportunities (academic and extracurricular) on campus is a great way to reconnect with Tufts. However, it is also important to balance work time with rest time so you are not stressing yourself out during this first semester on campus.
4. Looking back, would you do it again? What overall
advice do you have for students considering the program?
Of course – 100%! My family and close friends all know that I can never stop talking about my experience in Peru. I would like to tell future students that it is totally normal to feel uncertain and scared about leaving home and traveling to a new place. I was too. I had so many concerns about going to Peru: Am I able to use Spanish to effectively communicate with the locals? Can I get along with my host family? Will I suffer from high altitude sickness all the time? But everything turned out to be an absolutely rewarding experience. I realized that language is never the only thing in the world that connects you with people who share your interests and passion (I didn’t really understand 1/3 of the things my mentor said to me but we managed to be great friends through our shared love for singing). I also realized that some physical and emotional discomfort from time to time has made me a much stronger and open-minded person than I ever was before. I left my home country to live and study in different countries since I was 14 years old, but none of my abroad experience is comparable to this Civic Semester experience that exposed me to another way of living my life that I had never imagined before.
I’m sitting here trying to figure out what I could possibly say that could express what you’ve meant to me over the past three months and I’m drawing a blank. If you’d told me a year ago that I’d be here in this situation, I would’ve called you crazy. No one expects to fall in love, whether it’s with a person or a place or a thing, and I’ve done all three in the past three months here in Urubamba. I’ve fallen for you, Perú, head over heels! I love the chaos of the mototaxis in the morning, I love the mountains that surround us in our little urban bubble, I love my Peruvian mama bear Soledad who never fails to make me smile, and I love all the people who I’ve been able to share this experience with. There is nothing short of a miracle that could stop me from loving you, Perú, and all the incredible experiences I’ve had with you. Every day is different with you, and I can never predict the way I’ll feel at the end of a day after work and Spanish class and homework, but I know I’ll go to bed endlessly grateful to be sleeping here in Urubamba with my host family in the next room and my best friends a short walk away.
I don’t know how to bring you home with me quite yet, and I’m tearing up right now just thinking about leaving you. What am I going to do without you next week? I’m going to be lost without pancitos for breakfast and besitos before work, and I don’t know how I’ll handle not hugging Soledad before bed. It’s crazy how fast the time goes by when you’re absolutely enamored with something. I feel like I’ve taken our time together for granted, but I know I’ll forever remember every day I’ve spent here. The smiles of my family are imprinted in my memory along with my afternoon walks to class and our incredible excursions exploring your astounding culture and history. It feels weird to say goodbye like this.
I know they say long distance relationships don’t work, but I believe in us. I know I’ll be able to keep you in my mind all the time, and it’ll be hard to shut me up when I start talking about you! I want everyone to experience the kind of love I have for you, Perú, and I know we’ll meet again someday. I can’t wait for you to meet my parents! They’re going to love you, I just know it. I don’t want to say goodbye because that feels too real, so I’ll just say nos vemos, Perú.
The rain was falling hard outside in messy drops while
Marilu took her cutting board off the shelf and a knife from the drawer,
setting up onions to be chopped. While she laid out her materials, I
did the same, but with a notebook and an audio recorder on my phone
instead of vegetables, both of us ready in our own ways to have a chat.
After a morning spent weeding in the chakra and discussing potential
rain-capture irrigation solutions with an American specialist, Marilu
and I had been driven inside by the rain, and it seemed like a perfect
time to learn her story, in a more holistic and inclusive manner than
our snippets of conversation in the previous weeks. When I asked if she
could tell me some stories about Canastas Verdes and her own life,
Marilu was excited to share, and, as the incredibly strong and busy
woman that I know, she had a lot to say.
Marilu began her story with the birth of organic farming
as she knows it in her own life, where years ago, it all started with a
sweet potato on the back patio. Since her childhood, Marilu and her
family had cultivated vegetables and herbs on a small scale, and as
organically as possible but not with those methods as their focus.
After she had grown into adulthood and began caring for her own family,
and her aging father in return, Marilu began to experiment with
different methods of gardening, adding new plants and researching the
importance of organic produce, but only to consume in the house. At the
time she was a teacher, and as the chakra grew, she began to look for a
way to sell the produce. At this time, more than eight years ago,
there was no market in Urubamba for organic vegetables, as most everyone
was comfortable with the status quo—produce maintained through the use
of pesticides and new-wave farming practices that began in the sixties.
Marilu, on the other hand, was looking to return to the farming
practices of her ancestors with respect to the apus to whom she speaks
in Quechua, her family’s native tongue. Organic farming, for her
originally, was a way to carry on the now-lost tradition of respect for
la tierra and for one’s own body, a departure from the chemical-driven
world. With this in mind, she set out with an iron will to bring
organic produce back to Urubamba and to the Sacred Valley, but she knew
she couldn’t do it alone. The municipality, and frankly the city, was
not open to the changes that she wanted to see, so Marilu began to speak
with other women who were farming organically and who wanted to sell
their produce, or at least who wanted to try.
In the beginning, this new association was made up of
eight women, all with their own chakras who were learning and growing
together with their organic produce. But, as Marilu says ardently,
organic farming is hard work—you get your nails dirty and you hardly
ever sleep. For many of the women in this new group, though they were
stronger together, this was too much, and little by little they began to
return to the popular methods, or at least to working solo. Marilu,
and the five women who make up the association now, pushed on, and once
their group was solidified, they began to develop into what they are
today—Canastas Verdes. Throughout this story of growth, Marilu
maintained her pride in the fact that Canastas Verdes was her creation,
her baby, so-to-speak, all the way from the first organic produce to the
name and to her title as President now. Although the work of the
association is incredible—highly involved in the community and done with
very little internal or external support—Marilu’s pride comes from her
own struggles and how she overcomes them, and, in fact, the ways in
which organic vegetables have helped her to do so.
Although I have known her for over two months now, Marilu
had never told me all that she was up against while building a program
of community health and involvement. That’s just how strong she is.
But she’s a single mother to a son with autism, who also cares for her
ninety-three-year-old father. She can’t afford a home of her own, and
often the cost of caring for her family and running Canastas Verdes is
too much, but after years of perseverance, she’s making it all work. In
fact, her son, who is now a young adult, has been her inspiration for
continuing with organic produce, because his health has benefitted from
the removal of pesticides in his system. In his younger years, when she
couldn’t produce enough for complete meals, her son struggled both
neurologically and physically, but since she was able to make an organic
diet possible, he has been able to function at a higher level and have
fewer complications. What’s more, Marilu says she has learned patience
and compassion through raising her son—as most mothers do, but with
greater intensity—and she asserts that he has been her greatest teacher,
and these lessons of humanity are ones that she takes directly into her
work. The produce that she grows comes from a love of the earth, of
the Pachamama, and a love of family, both for her own and that of
Urubamba.
Tears are beginning to stream down Marilu’s cheeks as she
discusses all this with me, and they begin to flow harder as she details
the lack of action in the world, the ways in which most people sit by
and watch it all being destroyed. Here in the Sacred Valley, fed by
glaciers and maintained by very specific climates, Marilu and the people
of Urubamba are at great risk as the environment changes rapidly, and
she knows this. The water, the land—everything is being polluted and
mistreated, she says. No one wants to change their ways because they
think it’s too hard, but this will take a toll on their lives. Marilu
sees the pollution of her ancestral land, the planet, and of the bodies
of her neighbors, consuming pesticides and processed food, diets that
can cause cancers, Parkinson’s disease, and many other detriments to
health. She sees that soon there will not be enough water, and
therefore not enough food. She says of the people in poorer countries
and regions: “We’re like rats in a lab and we will be the first ones to
die,” her eyes read with sadness and anger. This is the reality that
she’s actively working against, but she knows it’s not enough and that
Canastas Verdes is running out of time.
We’ve been talking for over a half-hour at this point, and
Marilu points out that she should probably start making lunch. The
onion she’d prepared to cut will chatting sits untouched on the cutting
board in front of her—forgotten as she answered my questions, delivered
with passion and force like the most moving of speeches. But before I
go, she thanks me for taking the time to talk to her, and reiterates all
that she struggles against and the hope that she has despite it all.
By the end, we’re both crying and embracing, because the planet is dying
and we’re forced to watch it happen. Marilu is doing all that she can,
and I tell her I wish I could do more, both for Canastas Verdes and for
the Earth, but she just shakes her head and gives me another hug. “I
really should make lunch,” she says as she wipes tears from her eyes,
and I thank her for her time and say nos vemos—see you later—as she
finally begins to cut the onion.
After leaving Marilu to cut onions in the kitchen, I
walked slowly home in a bit of a stupor. The rain that had been falling
in a torrent just minutes before but the sky was now open and bright.
My feet moved slowly and my mind felt heavy as I wiped tears out of my
eyes, trying to hold back the ones threatening to spring forth with each
though of Marilu’s words. In particular “somos como ratas en un
laboratorio” stuck out in my mind and the pain that she expressed while
saying them. As I walked along the river that rushes passed the
cemetery, such a sentiment felt that much stronger—the power and life of
the Earth running parallel with death, a concept that will become much
more prevalent if we don’t care for the planet. When I got home to and
empty house, I sat down and tried to process the conversation I’d just
had, but I couldn’t do it in my head, so I called my dad and told him
all about it. Thankfully, he let me interrupt his day to recount
Marilu’s story because I really had to say it out loud to become more
grounded. Regardless, I was still overcome with a feeling of
helplessness—what had I really done to help her and all of Canastas
Verdes? What could I even do in the next few weeks that could be
meaningful? In fact, I felt quite guilty, because I had never spoken to
someone in such depth, in this place, about the direct impact on their
lives and that of their community from climate change and loss of
resources, and I felt like I was leaving too soon. If I stayed on with
Canastas Verdes for a year, could I make more of a difference? Up until
this conversation, I didn’t know the depth of the personal stories
behind this project, or the needs of Marilu and all the women, because
they hadn’t told me, and what’s worse, I hadn’t really asked. All of
this swirled around in my head even hours and days later, that is until I
was able to speak with Marilu again.
Exactly one week later, we got that next chat. In the
time between, I had been fully immersed in nature in the Amazon with my
mindset heavily influenced by Marilu’s words. I spent my time there
walking through the jungle with the group and our guide, Robin, taking
it all in with heightened appreciation. Although I have always had a
deep love of nature and a passion for its protection, there was just
something so powerful about her story, and then Robin’s stories, that
validated what I’d always felt and challenged me to think further on my
own impact and ideas. So after all this, I got to go back and hear
Marilu’s story again, this time as she told it to Raquel and Mindy,
leaving some details out but with all her important points. It was a
great experience for me to be able to experience her telling of her life
once more, because it gave me more clarity and a deeper sense of
knowing her. Within this same time, I was also privy to Marilu’s
answers to questions relating to how helpful I’d actually been in my
role as an intern/volunteer. After coming away feeling so guilty and
useless, though inspired, from our last talk, it was affirming and
hope-building to have Marilu say directly that I had done some good,
both for her and Canastas Verdes. Although this need to be validated is
somewhat egocentric, this second conversation gave me a push forward,
because in the time in between I had felt somewhat lost. What’s more, I
was able to talk to Marilu in-depth for a third time, in the same week,
while we answered the questions together for the Dragons’ Community
Grant Fund, something I am applying to for Canastas Verdes. And yet
again, Marilu’s eyes lit up with passion, and then watered with tears,
while we talked about her work and her struggles, and I was left in awe
for a third time in that week over how strong she is and all that she
has accomplished.
Looking back on Marilu’s story and message, I realized that there is a lot that I need to change in my own lifestyle, and even more in the lifestyles of my two family’s (here in Peru and back in Maine). Actually, there needs to be a drastic societal shift, but I think while working towards that, I can also work small, by changing my own ways and looking to educate those around me. Eating organic, eating healthy, recycling, not wasting—because as Marilu says “La basura no es la basura, la persona con basura es la basura”. Change must happen, and fast because if not, we’ll have nothing left. La Amazonia, the glaciers that stand tall over the Sacred Valley, watering the people beneath and feeding into the global rainforest, and all the other life-sustaining and beautiful resources, will be gone sooner than we know. Here in Peru, the country is slated to be the third most impacted by climate change in the coming years, bringing home Marilu’s fears that much more. Living in this amazing place, making it my second home, I fear with her, and I can only hope that people begin to wake up, both here and all over the world, because the Earth is dying, crumbling right between our capable yet inactive human hands.
Coming from a country where 90% of its food is imported and the
agriculture industry is almost non-existent (although there’s a growing
movement now!), working in a farm always seemed like the most far-off
thing I could do growing up. The hard conditions, the heat of the sun,
getting your hands dirty “just to see plants grow” sounded a little
mundane and the idea of it felt disconnected from my technologically
advanced city back in Singapore.
(Of course, my attitudes towards these things changed during my time
in the army; the physicality of hard work is one of my favorite feelings
now)
In Peru, however, my first choice for my internship placement was
with Eco-Huella (EH), a farm based in Calca. On the first day, Jason and
I met up with siblings Julio and Jessica, who would be our bosses for
the next 3 months. Though the daily activities of farming were very much
a part of Eco-Huella, we also did other things: learning about local
specialized plants that cleaned chromium and lead from the river,
building greenhouses for higher altitude communities to expand their
possible agriculture & food options, learning about different
methods of farming & creating composts (e.g. EH uses
Bokatchi/Bokashi, a Japanese method, to create their compost), hosting
other local initiatives (e.g. Las Verdes from Lima) that came over to
cross-share information about sustainability in Peru, welcoming
short-term volunteers/students who learnt about the farm’s
sustainability model or helped with building it’s walls. Recently even,
we were very glad to collaborate with Jessica to evaluate EH’s model of
sustainability by drawing up maps and taking stock of the farming
equipment we have, to ensure that their resources are used with
sustainability in mind, and to keep track of the plants’ growth.
Initially, all these activities seem minute. They are, if you fail to
consider the people behind them, and their stories. The Nina siblings
believe that sustainability is important, and they are part of Andean
Alliance (a US organization that promotes collaboration between farmers
and the government to promote their livelihoods), as well as the growing
movement against climate change. They also believe that the sharing of
ideas is important, and in that endeavour, they are very open about
receiving other and providing their own inputs. I was surprised during
the first few days of work when Jessi mentioned learning about ‘vertical
agriculture’, a common method of growing food in land-scarce Singapore,
and how that innovative enterprise is the sort of spirit that EH is
trying to build up; with that conversation, I knew that Eco-Huella was
the place for me.
But let’s pull back for a moment. How did I end up in farming? Wasn’t
I (excuse my pigeonholing) not a farming person? Well, it all started
with how Eco-Huella was described to me (as well as Jason’s infectious
passion for physical work): EH was a place where they were fighting for
social change, against climate change and were a group of very
passionate farmers. It was clear from how the instructors mentioned them
that the people of EH had a thirst for adventure (and experimenting,
which is why I sometimes reference the farm as a laboratory), and a
pursuit for change based on collaboration and hard work. While I guess
you could find people with these attributes anywhere if you look hard
enough, there’s something about unfamiliarity that brings people
together in unique ways because unfamiliarity demands initiative and
trial & error. As Julio once said: “There are no problems, only
opportunities”, and that spirit of courage and innovation is the driving
factor for the farm (and our daily ventures under the heat of Calca’s
weather).
In my journey, I hope to learn that we are both connected to our food sources and detached in our awareness of them in ways profound and intimate enough that the seriousness of the issues posed by climate change and pollution are both urgent and invisible to us. And while the rest of the world has much area for improvement, I’m hopeful that it’s better off with the minds and hearts behind the people in Eco-Huella.
To put it mildly, I’m not the best with directions.
One of my biggest worries about spending three months in Urubamba was
spending three months without the assistance of Google Maps, which has
always been my guiding light, whether I’m driving somewhere new or
walking around my own neighborhood. As someone who had to use a GPS
during the drive to school every morning sophomore year (it was about
three turns away), this was a legitimate concern. Walking solo to
Spanish class, or to my favorite cafe (Antojitos obviously), or to the
gardens where I work seemed like an impossible feat.
Thankfully, a few weeks in I found my compass; the central market.
It’s one of my favorite places, and it’s always easy to find. It sprawls
out over about two square blocks, is characteristically noisy, and
everyone in the city can point you to where it is. If I know where I am
in relation to the market, I can find almost anything else. And even
better – because I go there so often, I can find everything inside the
market! It’s great.
This spectacular plan failed about a week ago. Last Thursday, it was
announced that the big indoor market was going to be closed for
cleaning, much to the dismay of both the women working there and the
people in my group. We took one last trip to the market to stock up,
assuming that we wouldn’t have access to life-saving staples like yuca
sticks and chocolate covered raisins during the upcoming weekend. The
next morning, I made a trip past where the market was – and for the
first time in weeks, found myself utterly lost.
All of the streets surrounding the market had been closed off to make
way for a hundred vendors, selling fruits, vegetables, meats, and our
beloved snacks beneath the bright blue shade of their tarps and
umbrellas. The women of the market had single-handedly turned their city
into something unrecognizable. Once I entered, the effect was both
beautiful and disorienting. The sky was completely blocked out, pieces
of the city only visible through chinks in the plastic armor valiantly
protecting produce from the sun and heat. All of the market stands were
in an unfamiliar order (to my dismay), and everything was washed in a
watery glow. It was impossible to see what was at the end of each blue
corridor until I was just a few feet away. All in all, it was
otherworldly and stunning and very, very unhelpful for someone with my
gift of navigation.
After several minutes of struggling to exit the maze I had
unwittingly trapped myself in, I eventually made it to the Plaza de
Armas, feeling like I’d just solved a particularly grueling sudoku
puzzle. Of course, I had to brave those uncharted waters again the next
evening; I spent approximately four hours hunting for strawberries.
Little by little, however, a mental map of my surroundings began to
emerge. The fruit vendors were on Huascar street, the grains were
parallel to the meats, chocolate quinoa could be found on a little
offshoot. By day three, I had a brand new compass.
Sensing this, the outdoor market disappeared the next day. I was both relieved and disappointed.
Being in Peru has been an exercise in adapting to change; change in
language, diet, environment, and culture. Even during the time we’ve
been in-country, we’re constantly relocating, getting to experience life
in touristic cities like Aguas Calientes as well as rural mountainous
towns like Cancha Cancha and Paru Paru. At times, it’s felt more than a
little disorienting. There’s not a map available to show us the best
ways to spend our time, help our internships, or even find our way
through the market. Even if there were, as my many lost hours searching
for strawberries have proved, routes in Urubamba are always
unpredictable and changing. We have to figure things out the old
fashioned way, by stumbling around until we find our way through them.
As much as I miss the security of Google Maps and a predictable schedule, I’m certain that I’ve gained more than I’ve lost through the past few months of trial and error. I still may not be able to find my way out of a paper bag, but I understand more about how to deal with uncertainty, and I have more faith in my ability to navigate unfamiliar territory (both literally and metaphorically). I’ll keep my GPS, though, just in case.